Even some of Donald Trumpâs enduring supporters have had enough.
âI canât even wrap my head around what happened at the Capitol,â said Neil Shaffer, chair of a county Republican party in northern Iowa. âIâm disappointed in Trump. Obviously the rhetoric was nothing short of inciting a riot.â
As Trumpâs presidency winds down with a final burst of chaos and belligerence, the storming of the Capitol by supporters attempting to overturn Joe Bidenâs victory proved a step too far for some of those in Americaâs heartland who have stuck by Trump through four turbulent years.
Shaffer, a farmer and river conservationist in Iowaâs rural Howard county, still has lots of questions about the legitimacy of the presidential election. But the sight of a mob smashing into Congress, with what looked very much like the presidentâs blessing, was too much.
âIâve been to the Capitol many, many times, and itâs a place to revere and have respect. Itâd be like walking into a cathedral and screaming or throwing things. You have respect. What they did was just completely disgraceful. Theyâre definitely not the people that I live amongst in Howard county thatâs for sure,â he said.
Over the past two years, the Guardian has spoken regularly to Trump supporters in swing counties across the midwest and returned to ask their views following the assault on the Capitol.
Trump took Howard county in 2016 after it was twice won by Barack Obama. In November, the president increased his share of the vote as support strengthened in conservative rural areas even if it was not enough to overcome a surge against Trump in key midwestern cities that cost him the election.
But some Trump voters have recoiled at the violence in Washington and found themselves drawing uncomfortable parallels with the rioting that on occasion accompanied Black Lives Matter protests that in some cases underpinned their support for Trump.
âI thought what happened was appalling, the violence,â said Terri Burl, a substitute teacher and former Republican party chair in northern Wisconsin who was an early member of Women for Trump. âWeâre not violent people. The violent people are on the left.â
But Burl struggles when asked if Trump bears responsibility because of his incendiary speech to the Save America rally immediately before the Capitol was stormed.
âThis is a real tough one because on one hand he knows that the election integrity was in question and he wanted us to go to DC, and wanted us to support him. He didnât want people to be violent. They were violent, though. Do I think his rhetoric might have caused that? Well, yeah, maybe to some of these people whose brains arenât quite the proper way.
âWhen he said, fight for me he doesnât mean use violence. It means, support me by going there, tell your representatives what you want them to do. I really donât believe in my heart, that he thought there was going to be violence.â
Shaffer isnât persuaded, in part because Trump was slow to call on the insurrectionists to stop.
One midwestern Republican who travelled to Washington by coach with other Trump supporters to demand Bidenâs victory be annulled â and who declined to be named for fear of arrest â said Trump had nothing to apologise for and neither did the protesters demanding that Congress âaudit the voteâ even though the presidentâs campaign has been unable to produce credible evidence of rigging.
âThe election has been stolen, what else were people supposed to do? We went to court and the courts wouldnât even look at the evidence. We asked Mitch [McConnell, the Senate majority leader] and Republican leaders to hit pause on declaring Biden the winner and to look at the evidence, and they wouldnât. So what choice were we left with?â said the activist who declined to say if they were among those who broke into the Capitol.
âSome of the people there were idiots, dressing up like they were in the jungle. But most were good patriotic conservatives who are defending the constitution to stop Congress stealing the election.â
While Shaffer has no truck with the Washington protesters or Trumpâs support of them, he is sympathetic to accusations that the anger was fuelled by what he said was the failure to take seriously allegations of election irregularities.
âEverything thatâs happened since the election is just regrettable, and of course Trump bears responsibility. But those who say there was nothing to any of the questions about the election also bear responsibility. We should have a legitimate inquiry about how our elections are conducted and results are collected and things like that,â he said.
Still, Shaffer accepts that state and national authorities, including Republican-run administrations in states such as Georgia, as well as state and federal courts, have all endorsed the election as legitimate.
âIf there was anything that would have probably changed my mind or even changed the outcome it would have been had the supreme court seen something that would have risen to the level of judicial review,â he said.
Burl said Trump has been subject to âfour years of hateâ and that he would have decisively won the election on his record on the economy and immigration had it not been for the coronavirus pandemic.
She remains suspicious of the result, saying there were âtoo many weird things going onâ that should have been investigated. But Burl had come to accept that the result was not going to be overturned.
âA few days ago, when I kind of knew that this whole thing was futile, I sat down and I just started to cry. Itâs been a long time coming. I cried on election night, and then I cried a few days ago because itâs a process. Iâm grieving now. I donât know if Iâll ever have acceptance,â she said.
âYou have a lot of Republicans out there saying, Bidenâs not my president and heâll never be my president. Honestly, I do feel that way. I really donât accept it.â
Shaffer too thinks the time has come to move on. He worries that the mob on Capitol Hill has done lasting damage to the conservative cause.
âPeople are going to remember this. We definitely remembered what happened in Minneapolis and Portland during the summer. Itâs no different to a mob on the left,â he said.
Burl agrees. âThese few violent people caused a big mess. They ruined it for us. They undermined what was supposed to have been done. We are not antifa. You want to act like antifa, go join antifa,â she said.